Called in family to help as I realize I can only b accountable your my Own sobriety and actions. He's mad. I hurt Sooooooo bad inside but understand I cannot fix or help someone who doesn't want it. Family it's helping me keep myself and kids safe. TG. I called authorities but since w r married I CANNOT keep him out of our home. I have to leave and keep kids sate. TERRIFIED. 6 yrs of his, sobriety gone. If he wanted back on the wagon, I could handle that. He claims he does but only justifies WHY he HAS to use. Scared, alone, and won't know what to do. No money for attorney. I have been staying w friends but were wearing out our welcome. Any response done. Needed to vent. Thanks ifif you took time to.read this