9 months ago I started going to a methadone clinic. Before that, I was living a day by day, struggle to keep high. My drugs of choice were morphine and oxy, mostly morphine. My life had become a game of cat and mouse. ( I was the cat and morphine was the mouse.) Everyday, I would need my fix, otherwise, I wouldn't be able to, go to work or even move. After four years of needing more and spending more and more; My only choice was to, go to jail, die or join a methadone clinic.
I didn't really want to go to a clinic. I would have to be clean of morphine and life without my pills was unimaginable. I made it to the clinic reluctantly. Since then, I have been clean of everything (besides methadone). Never have I ever, lived a clean lifestyle.
Now, I feel like I have a new lease on life. I haven't felt this good since before I started messing around with drugs, 13 years ago. It is alot easier to get up and do activities or go to work. My new life is gradually turning into the one I always wanted, an average, clean lifestyle. No more drinkin', druggin' or sniffin'!!! A NEW Life. I am blessed.